^-^ moo mooi ^-^

2006-04-29T01:29:00.000-07:00

wala akong phone line kaya baboosshh muna. { ON HIATUS }

miss ko na kayo. =(

FLIP: nabago ko na po link mo. :)

text niyo nalang ako kung alam niyo. Hehe! clue: SUN user ako! La wentz! =/

2006-04-14T08:50:00.000-07:00

AMAZING LOVE

I`m forgiven
You were forsaken
I`m accepted
You were condemned
I`m alive and well
Your spirit lives within me
Because you died and rose again

Amazing love how could it be
That you My King would die for me
Amazing love I know it`s true
And it`s my joy to honor you

In all I do, I`ll honor you

Isn`t that song nice? The song is very touching and sweet. I love GOD. I love JESUS. We`re here because of Him. And he`s the only way to Heaven. Do you want to go there? Love Him, praise Him and accept Him with all your heart, body and soul. =)

PLUGS:

Flip: I missed you grabe! Happy na ko! Ayos na tayo.. :D
Ateh Yeye: Hello po! :) Annyeong! ^^
Steph: Bili na kasi ng I-card para mabasa mo to! Hihi.. Annyeong! Haha. ~~Pumapapel~~ si ako.
Ruth: Hello sis! Miss na kita.. Meet tayo ahh! :D

Extra: PICTURES ko. ---> ♥SMILE♥

Mag comment please! ^^ Saka add niyo na rin ako if di niyo pa ako friend there. ^^ Bye! Mwahh! Gob Bless US all. Take Care! Ciao Ciao! :D

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PLEASE VISIT MY MUSTASA`S SITE :) SHE`S SUCH A NICE GIRL..
BE FRIEND! =p HERE here HERE!

Thank you so much! Happy Easter! ^-^

2006-04-13T09:05:00.000-07:00

Masayang mabuhay kapag alam mong nandyan ang Diyos. Weird noh? Anong meron sa akin at ganito ako? Wala lang. Christian na ko dati pa, pero I`m loving Jesus more and more. SOBRA.

Kanina we went to Church, may special service kasi for the Holy Thursday and that`s around 6pm. So ayun, akala ko wala na kaming mauupuan at magiging puno yung Church, pero I was wrong. Buti hindi kami na-late at nakaupo pa kami banda sa harap. Ang saya nakaabot ulit kami sa prayer session. Yun yung magdadasal muna kayo by group yung mga katabi niyo, yun. Then, praise and worship na. From the start palang, gusto na bumagsak ng luha ko pero pinipigilan ko. Tears of joy.

I`m just happy. Super! I love GOD. I love Jesus. It`s because of Jesus why we are free now. We are the nails and the magnet is the sin that keeps on pulling us from God. And that`s what Jesus did. He`s so powerful that he took us away from evil and save us from death. He died for our sins. He even pray for us right before you make a sin. He doesn`t blame us for anything bad that we do instead he prays. Isn`t he so wonderful? And he deserves the highest praise. I love you God. I love you Jesus. :)

Before I end this post, I want to greet/welcome my real-ity friends, Josine { although she has been into this before, this time it`ll be permanent. I wish! } & Stephanie { a former xanga-user} , to the Blog World. :D And and..

God has forgiven us, so who am I not to forgive, right? It says that you should not forgive only once but 70 times x seven times. :D

"Masaya ako Flip na nakilala kita. Ang drama alam ko pero ganun talaga ako at naa-appreciate ko ang pagiging special mention ko sa iyong latest entry at sa mga mensahe mo na patawarin na kita. Medyo na offend lang ako sa mga napag-usapan natin. Siguro ay hindi pa talaga natin kilala ang isa`t isa. Pero alam ko darating din tayo sa point na yun dahil I can feel and see na kahit dito tayo nagkakilala eh, totoo tayo sa isa`t isa. Friends diba? At magkikita pa tayo! Oo bati na tayo! Sorry sa pang-iisnab, na-hurt lang ako. ASUS. Hehe. Remember, ma-drama ako? Kaya sensitibo akong tao. Tandaan mo na yan Flip! At naiintindihan naman kita sa mga nangyari satin. Hindi ka ma-dramang tao kaya ganun. O siya, baka maiyak ka na. Mahal kita Flip! =)

2006-04-12T03:24:00.000-07:00

Gosh! Matagal din akong nawala! Actually di naman talaga ako nawala, updated pa rin naman ako sa inyo, tinatamad lang talaga ako mag post. Haha! Masyado kasing naging magulo ang buhay ko lately. SOBRA. Well, sana ok na nga talaga ngayon.

Anyway, pinaplano ko magbago ng layout pero susubukan kong gumawa ng sarili kong layout. Kaso hindi nga ako marunong! HELP ANYBODY! Kung sino may magandang loob diyan eh, sana ay turuan niyo ako. :D Basta, kahit anong mangyayari babaguhin ko na ang layout ko! This week or next week, a basta! O siya, Babooh!

Sis Ruth eto na po yung GIF mo. Click mo nalang ITO.

2006-03-29T04:51:00.000-08:00

Sa totoo lang hindi ko alam ano ang ilalagay ko sa entry ko ngayon. Matagal narin kasi akong hindi nakakapag - update. Meron na sana actually, kaso yung buod nun eh para sa isang tao lang baka di pa kayo maka - relate. So gusto ko nalang sana magpa - salamat sa lahat ng nag - comfort sakin. Mabasa niyo man ito o hindi, thank you parin. Kung wala kayo, hindi ko na alam ang aking gagawin. Masaya na nga pala ako ulit. Salamat talaga!

Salamat Alyssa, Nori, Sophia, Kat, Karla, Erika, Roxanne, Hannah, Gee, Bes, Marsh, Sis, Mumgel, Mama Ehm, Chaggi, Bot, Ian, Flip, Jeri, Ruth, Nini. SALAMAT!

May nakalimutan ba ko? Sorry may memory gap kasi ako. Hehe! Mag react na ang mag rereact! =) Saka, saka na yung link. Hehe!

Mahal ko kayong lahat! Lahat ng friends ko! Lahat ng bloggers! =) Lalo na ikaw, Mahal na mahal kita.

2006-03-27T05:52:00.000-08:00

Life is life. You expect this but it will not happen and vice versa. You left me but then you`re here again. With all the things that I`ve said and done, to the bitterness, to the crying moments, I still accepted you. I don`t know why. Maybe because I`m just so inlove with you. It`s like I didn`t get mad at you. It`s like you didn`t say anything that hurt me. It`s like I love you.

I don`t know what will happen tomorrow, on the next day, next month or even on next year. I just wish that this time we could be stronger than what we are before. As time passes by, things are changing. We are changing. Our feelings are changing whether it will be for good or bad.

I can`t please you everyday to love me same as the love you showed me before. It`s you who will decide on that matter and I`m just the one that will help you. I hope that we could work it out. Yeah, it hurts to know that instead of loving me more, your love decreases. Am i being a martyr or is this just what you call LOVE?

You know I`m willing to help you. Just promise me that you will help yourself too. I`m still confuse why such thing is happening to us. To you especially. I never thought it would be this way.

I don`t want to blame you anymore. I don`t want to hate you anymore. I don`t want to get mad at you anymore. I DON`T WANT TO CRY ANYMORE. Just prove to me that you really love me and you`re willing to do everything. Prove to me that you`re willing to bring back the love you really have for me. Prove it to me.

I want you, the real you, to come back. I`m longing for you. I`ll be strong for the two of us. I`m willing to wait. I`m willing to help you. I`m willing to do everything as long as I can. Just hold on. Just don`t let go. Because it hurts like ~~hell~~ you know. For real. And I don`t want to feel that anymore. It kills me slowly. =((

2006-03-25T23:50:00.000-08:00

I don`t know how will I go on with my life without you.
You mean everything to me then all of a sudden, you left me.
I know that there will come a time that we need to separate ways but I don`t know.
I didn`t expect that it will be this hurt that I`m feeling right now.
I don`t know what happened to you.
I don`t know what did I do wrong.
All I know is that I love you STILL.
I`m not wishing for you to come back.
I know it`s over.
But I wish that I can move on with my life without YOU.
Because as far as I know, you`re the one whom I call LIFE...

Sadness.

" If we lose something/someone

we lose it for a reason.

That reason might hard to understand,

but whatever it is..

We just have to believe that..

GOD takes away when

He has something better to give."

2006-03-24T20:58:00.000-08:00

Set You Free

We often fool ourselves
And say that it's love only
Cause when it's gone we end up being lonely
So how are we to know that it just isn't so
That we just have to let each other go

There were many times
When we shared precious moments
But later realized they were only stolen moments
So how are we to know that it just wasn't so
That we just had to let each other go

*If loving you is all that means to me
When being happy is all I hope you'd be
Then loving you must mean
I really have to set you free

Each day we meet my love for you
Keeps growing stronger but everytime we meet
Makes leaving you so much harder
So how are we to know That this just wasn't so
That we just have to let each other go

Letting go is not an easy task
When smiling feels like
I must wear this lonely mask
It hurts deep inside And I just cannot hide
That there's anguish at the thought
That we should have to part

On Bended Knees

Darling I, I can't explain,
Where did we lose our way,
'Girl it's driving me insane.
And I know I just need one more chance,
To prove my love to you.
And if you come back to me,
I'll guarantee,
That I'll never let you go.

*Can we go back to the days
Our love was strong.
Can you tell me how
A perfect love goes wrong.
Can somebody tell me
How to get things back,
The way they used to be.
Oh God, give me the reason,
I'm down on bended knee.

I'll never walk again,
Until you come back to me,
I'm down on bended knee.

So many nights I dream of you.
Holding my pillow tight I know,
That I don't need to be alone.
When I open up my eyes,
To face reality,
Every moment without you,
It seems like eternity.
I'm begging you, begging you come back to me.

Baby, I'm sorry,
Please forgive me for all the wrong I've done.
Please come back home girl.
I know you put all your trust in me,
I'm sorry I let you down.
Please forgive me.

I'm gonna swallow my pride,
Say I'm sorry,
Stop pointing fingers,
The blame is on me.
I want a new life,
And I want it with you.
If you feel the same,
Don't ever let it go.
You gotta believe in the spirit of love,
It will heal all things,
Won't hurt any more.
No I don't believe our love's terminal.
I'm down on my knees,
Begging you please,
Come home.

Wanna build a new life,
Just you and me.
Gonna make you my wife,
Raise a family.

"You`ll never know what will happen on the future.
But you`re the one who will make your future.
Cherish every moment you`re together.
Hug as if you never hug anybody before.
Kiss like there`s no one around you.
Talk like there`s no tomorrow.
And Love as if you have never been hurt before.
Siigh Depression kills me."

2006-03-24T04:50:00.000-08:00

Sa wakas at pahinga na! Wala nang kailangan gawin. Walang nang hahabulin na ticher. Walang nang proproblemahin. Wala nang iisipin. Ang gagawin ko ngayon ay magpahinga na. Haay! Salamat God, at hindi ako summerian. Pagiigihan ko na talaga lalo na ngayon, fourth year na ko.

Panibagong taon na naman. Bagong guro, bagong mga kaibigan. Mamimiss ko ang HEROISM. Pangalawang pamilya ko na yun eh. Kanina nga nagmoment kami at iyak ako ng iyak lalo na nung ako na ang nagsalita. Na-touch din ako kay Roxanne sa message niya, sabi niya kasi isa ako sa mga special sa kanya. Mahal kita Nene! Ayun, yung iba umiyak at yung iba hindi. Si jasper, migs, raph at bugoy umiyak! Nakakatuwa. Nakakalungkot din kasi magkakahiwalay hiwalay na kami. Siguro yung iba magiging kaklase parin namin. Pero yung iba eh mahihiwalay na. Nakakalungkot kasi iba parin kung kumpleto kami diba? Kung pede nga lang eh, ganun parin ang mga estujante, iba lang ang adviser at seksyon. Masaya yun! Sa totoo lang nung unang kwarter hanggang mga ikalawa at konting ikatlong kwarter, ayoko sa Heroism. Hati hati kasi kami. Hindi united. Pero habang tumatagal, dahil na rin sa mga aktibidades na ginawa namin eh naging close kami sa isa't isa. At dahil dun, thankful ako kay God. Ang hinihiling ko lang talaga na kahit hindi na kami ang mga magkakaklase eh, ganun parin ang turingan namin sa isa't isa. Walang isnaban. Walang magbabago. Mahal ko kayo HEROES!

Alam niyo ba ang laging first impression sa akin ay mataray, suplada, maarte, hindi friendly at worst malandi. Pero they, who thought of me that way, proved that I'm the total opposite. Sa looks ko talaga, mataray na talaga ang dating. Pero when you get to know me, mawiwindang ka sa kakulitan ko. Pero sa totoo lang, diba sa unang tingin mataray, unang kausap mahiyain. Haha! Pero makulit talaga ako! Masiyahin! Hindi ako mataray, depende. Pag mabait ka naman sakin at walang rason para tarayan ka eh, okay tayo. Suplada? Hindi. Maarte? Lahat naman tayo may kaartehan sa katawan. Pero hindi yung tipong over na, exag na. Ni hindi nga ako takot sa ipis eh, halos lahat ng tao takot dun. Pero ayoko lang ng lumilipad. Haha. Malandi? Sa ibang paraan siguro. Sabi nga ni Jeno eh, being malandi is a good thing! Iba sa amin ang ibig sabihin ng malandi. But we're not the ones who's malandi meaning being so flirtacious to a guy/s. Lumalandi kami yung kami lang ang nakakaalam. Hindi yung nanghaharass na. Haha. Tama na. Basta, mabait ako sa mabait. Tanong niyo pa mga tunay kong kaibigan. Hehe

Nanood pala kami ng FINAL DESTINATION 3. Kadiri no? At brutal talaga. Natatawa lang ako sa mga kaibigan ko haha! " Si igi napaka bakla! " ( Sana mabasa mo to ) Si marsh, erika, IGI at sila. Yung iba, tuwing may mamamatay na, magtatakip na ng mata! Haha! Ako? Wala lang. Titig na titig pa. =p Dapat nga pala mag ice skating kami. Eh ang daming nagtetreyning. Saka hindi naman kami marunong, nakakahiya at makikihalubilo pa kami dun kaya wag nalang. Tapos dapat pupunta nalang kami ng Storyland, eh P280 pala yung Ride-All-You-Can. Wala sa budget. Kaya bumagsak kami sa sinehan!

Pagkatapos namin, bonding kami ni Marsh. Yihee! Mahal na mahal ko talaga yung bespren kong iyon! Minsan lang kami mag bonding, kasi ewan ko. Weird kami pareho eh. Haha! Ayun, window shopping haha! Pero bumili ako ng earrings star kasi! Haha. Tapos gumala lang sa loob ng Storyland. Pikchur pikchur. May mga magkakaibigan nga dun eh, grabe makatingin sa amin. Nagpipikchur-pikchur din ata sila habang naglalakad? Tapos nakita nila kami. Yuck? Muka silang ~~squatter~~ noh. Maganda lang kami. Haha! All eyes on us. Kapal ba? Minsan kailangan talaga. Nga pala, sa bus din kasi nagpikchur pikchur kami ni Marsh, tapos may lalaki, tumingin ba naman samin. Haha! Sabi siya na daw magpipikchur samin! Haha. Balik sa Storyland, nakita pala namin si Via Eje kasama ang kanyang cute na kapatid! Hapon ang salita, kaya hindi kami magkaintindihan. Puro term lang ang alam ko at konti pa. Kaya, Wakaranai na, ang ibig sabihin ay hindi ko alam, lang ang nasabi ko. Haha! Saka Sayunara nung umalis na sila. Kuyoote niya talaga! Hehe. At napaka friendly. Di bale, papakausap ko sila sa pinsan kong hapon. Haha!

Mga pikchurs pala namin ni Marsh ay makikita DITO.

2006-03-20T08:53:00.000-08:00

AKO | AIA | CHARM | GEE | NINI | KAT | RUTH

ME, MYSELF, AND I

Michael ♥

[adjective]:

Tastes like fried chicken

YUMMY! AHA!

Adrienne ♥

[noun]:

A master blogger

WUHOOSSH!

Kathryn ♥

[adjective]:

Smells like teen spirit

Uhm, Ok? LOL.

Mak ♥

[noun]:

A person who has the ability to be invisible

OMG How I wish. Coolness.

Ayenne ♥

[adjective]:

Sexually Stunning

Oha Oha. LOL HOT HOT! =/

MY CHICK - ASS

Aia ♥

[noun]:

A dance involving little to no clothing

WAHAHA! Flip, I love to dance pero kapag "AIA DANCE", never mind. HAHA! joke =p

Charm ♥

[noun]:

A person who laughs at anything (even this entry)

WAHAHA! Baliw tawag dun! Pinaganda lang naging Charm. LOL! =))

Giselle ♥

[adjective]:

Visually addictive

AHAHA. Ano ba yan Giselle Anne Taningco! lol

klaudine --

[noun]:

A person with a sixth sense for detecting the presence of goblins

ASTIG mo sis. Scary ka! HAHA. =p

kat ♥

[adjective]:

Having the texture of congealed cheese

Marsh, do you want... Cheese? AHAHA! " SHE`S THE MAN " is best! lol

ruth ♥

[noun]:

A human transformer (Robot in disguise)

Wakeke! Sis lablab, ikaw ha deins mo naman sinasabi sakin, kalahi mo pala ang Voltes V! LOL

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Please comment here and to my previous entry. :)

2006-03-19T07:46:00.000-08:00

Akala ko, nawala yung last entry ko. Hindi kasi successful yung pag-publish niya. Buti nalang hindi napadpad sa ibang planeta. Haha!

Grabe, nakakapagod pumunta sa probinsya sa totoo lang. So ayon nga, nagpunta kami ng Batangas ( San Mateo, SanPascual ) nung Sabado 7th birthday ng pinsan ko. Late na nga kami nakaalis ng bahay late pa dumating yung tita ko sa meeting place namin which is sa Festival Mall, Alabang. Naku! Naghintay kami dun almost 1 hour din yun noh then kumain sa Chowking. I bought a new shades pala. Wala lang summer eh. ^^

Edi nasa Mcdo ( venue ng party ) na kami. Ang daming tao! Aha! Naki - children's party ako. Oha oha! Say niyo? Haha. May super CUTE dun na baby. Mukang manika! Paramis! Hehe. Ayoko ng Mcdo dun, deins organize. Yun tuloy, kuha dito kuha don ang naging sistema ng mapang-isang tao. Haha!

Edi umuwi na kami sa house nila. Kain nanaman! Grabe! Bobotchogin ata nila kame eh! Haha. Nakakapagod yun, kaya medyo lobat na ko nun. Pero, bago kami natulog pinanood muna namin yung video nung party sa Mcdo saka yung prom ko. *shy ako pusa*

Sunday, swimming day. Dun lang kami nag swimming malapit sa house nila. Deins din kasi planado yun, actually ako lang talaga ang nag-isip nun. Alam ng tita kong isa bago pa yung day na to. Pero yung mga tiga - batangas, hindi. Kaya di kami makapunta sa malayo. Okay naman yung pinuntahan namin kaso maliit lang talaga siya. 2 pools. Isa pang bata at isa pang matanda. Hehe! Nung una masaya, konti palang mga tao. Dalawang pamilya nga lang ata eh. Tapos nag videoke din kami. Saya! =) Tapos nung mga hapon na, dumami na mga tao. May magtro- tropa na mga lalake yung dumating. Mga "Feelingero". Kadiri ba naman, may shorts naman nag- brief pa nung nag-swimming! YUCK! AS IN! Kala naman nila, pang Playboy magazine na sila. Deins noh. Manigas. Yung isa pa-cute lang. Gusto niya lang ipakita yung brief niyang si Mr. Bean ang model. HAHA! Pero deins naman cute. Edi yun, langoy langoy ako. From sa side namin, pumunta ko sa other side. Pagdating ko dun, this guy asked me. " Tiga san po kayo?" Sabi ko, "Manila". Hindi lang simpleng Ma-ni-la ha! Tek not! Ma-nee-luh! Oha oha! Haha. Tapos sabi, Ah kaya pala ganyan ka ka-ganda. ASUS! Napaka- bolero mo toy! HAHA! =p Tapos umalis na ko, deins ko nakita muka pero for sure ewan. haha! >:) Nung pauwi na kami, lumangoy ako papunta sa other side kung saan malapit yung cottage namin. Ayoko kasi maglakad, lol i`m wearing a swimsuit that`s why. *wink* Yun nga, tumama ako sa bato. Katangahan! Kaya may sugat ako. =( tapos, may guy na muntikan ko ng makabangga sa pool habang ngsswim. Amp, his friends clapped, mga mukang ewan. lol babaw nila. Aha! Then yun, umuwi na kami.

Kumain lang kami saglit. Hipon is so yummy! lol Then went home na. Grabe, ang tagal ng byahe namin. From 6pm - 10pm. Estimated na yun. Ang tagal! Wala na kasing Aircon BUS, kaya no choice kami but to ride on an ordinary bus. Ayoko nga sana eh, kaso yun na lang yung bus na ang way eh papuntang Alabang so yun. Ang daming stopover kainis! Tapos there`s this man pa, he`s drunk ata. Tinanong siya nung naniningil ng bayad, what do you call that? lol Ayun, sabi sa Las Pinas daw. Eh hanggang Alabang lang yun, then hindi talaga siya nagbabayad. Then bumaba siya sa Turbina ba yun? I don`t know tapos pagkakita namin sa Alabang, andun na rin siya. Scary mann.. Haha! Wala lang. Share lang! =)

Teka may dream ako, ang morbid. "PBB DREAM" ang title. Haha! Mahaba siya, kaya kung sino nalang ang interesado sabihin niyo lang ike-kwento ko nalang sa inyo. :)

[ Dapat kagabi pa ito, eh mom ko kasi ewan. So yun. 1:06pm na. ]

2006-03-17T08:25:00.000-08:00

Grabe sa wakas tapos na ang exams namin. Wala na akong aaralin. Wala na akong iisipin. Wala na kong huhulaan na sagot. Wala na akong iiwanan ng blank. Wala na akong sasagutan na testpaper! Sa wakas! =)

Hindi ako pumasa sa Math, 74% sa periodical. Hindi rin naman ako masyadong umasa. Ngayon kasing fourth quarter eh, maraming activities dagdag pa rito yung league na sinalihan ng varsity team namin, na ilang araw din akong wala sa klase. Kaya, kulang kulang yung natutunan ko.

Ang pinaka- pinoproblema ko lang talaga eh yung Chemistry. Nagtataka kayo bakit Chemistry eh madali lang naman yun? Oo nga, madali. Actually, ngayon ko lang natuklasan na madali nga siya. Eh paano ba naman, yung teacher ko kung magturo eh paikot - ikot pa. Kaya mas lalong nagiging komplikado. Saka magulo talaga siya mag-turo. Hindi siya marunong mag- disiplina ng klase di katulad ng ibang teachers na kaya kami. Tapos sasabihan niya pa kami na may attitude problem? \v/ Kung di pa ko magbabasa ng libro, wala talaga akong matutunan sa kanya sa buong taon mga 30% lang siguro. Ayun nga, problema ko yun ngayon. Candidate for summerian kasi ako. At fcuk. Wala sa bokabularyo ko yung salitang iyon. Kahit kailan hindi nasama sa plano ko yun. At ang alam ko, wala sa pagkatao ko yung mapasama sa mga ganun. Kilala ko sarili ko, at alam kong may ibubuga ako. ALAM KO YUN. Ang problema nga eh... TAMAD ako! Aminado ako, kasi yun naman ang totoo eh. =(

I need for your prayers guys. Ayoko talagang mag-summer. Ayoko ma-dissappoint parents ko lalo na papa ko na nasa abroad pa. At hindi ko talaga gugustuhin kahit sa sarili ko. Ang baba na tuloy ng tingin ko sa sarili ko. ( No offense sa ibang tao, yun lang ang tingin ko sa sarili ko ) Pag pray niyo ako please? I really need it badly. =(

Schedules ko pala for next week:

Monday - Wednesday : Completion
Thursday : Signing of Clearance
Friday : Farewell && Announcing of the Summerians. ( I just wish I`m not included there ='c )

So ayun. Hayy. Wait ayoko ng maging malungkot. Actually, masaya naman talaga ako ngayong araw na ito, naisip ko lang bigla yun. Masaya ako kasi gumala ako kanina. =)

I watched SHE`S THE MAN starring Amanda Bynes. It was so great! As in laughtrip talaga! We were late for about 30 mins. pero I understood naman the whole story. It`s about Viola who loves playing soccer so deeply and she wanted to prove to them, people, that she has something to show. She has a twin pero guy which is Sebastian. But they`re really different, their personalities, their interests. Then one time, yung brother niya went to England, pero deins alam ng parents because they won`t allow him anyway. Kasi diba, kadalasan opposite ang gusto ng parents for their children dun sa gusto ng anak nila. Eh Sebastian has something to do with music industry so ayon ayaw nga nila. Then naisip ni Viola na mag pretend na siya si Sebastian. At first plan niya lang talaga to join the soccer team, but then nagka-gusto siya kay Duke. (Hottie) So ayon, something funny happened nung nakilala na ni Viola - turns - to - Sebastian si Olivia. I won`t tell it just watch it nalang. Haha! Tapos.. Tapos.. Maraming funny scenes talaga! Obscene pa nga. Bwahaha! =s And so sweet pa yung ending. Super kilig ako to the MAX! You should watch it talaga! Panoorin mo nalang para mas MASAYA! Haha. Grabe Duke ( I don`t want his real name, baho. haha ) is such a hottie. TO THE MAX! Pero, I like Chad Michael Murray parin. Pareho sila! lol =) Grabe, I love Amanda Bynes too. She`s hot eh? I love her movies. The What A Girl Wants and She`s The Man. So touching and funny. lol I wanna watch her movies all over again. =)

2006-03-16T01:35:00.000-08:00

Ang saya naman at meron na akong comments eklavush ulit kaya huwag kayong mag-atubili na mag-iwan ng inyong mga saloobin. Haha! [ Ano ba yan Flip, nahahawa na ako sa mga katagalugan mo. ]

Nawiwindang na ako. Hindi parin ako dumadating sa point na sasabihin ko na masaya pala ang mag-aral. Magfou- fourth year na ko`t lahat eh dakilang tamaders parin ako. Ewan ko ba nung ako`y nasa elementarya palang eh pa-easy easy lang ako. Tapos biruin niyo consistent honor ako [ Basta nasa Top 10 ] . Akalain mo yun oh! Tapos ngayon, nakakawindang na! Gusto kong pumasa at maging maunlad sa aking future pero anong ginagawa ko? Palaging busy sa ibang bagay. Meron akong kasabihan na sasapul sa akin.

" Some people dream of success,
while others wake up and work hard at it. "

Oh diba.. Kaya gising mga kapatid. Tayo`y bumangon sa mundong puno ng katamaran. Haha! Ayokong maging basura lang pagdating ng panahon. May tiwala ako sa sarili ko kaya alam kong meron akong dapat marating balang araw. Marami akong plano sa buhay kaya dapat eh pag-igihan ko. Kahit isang taon nalang at kolehiyo na ko, di pa naman katapusan ng mundo. May pag-asa pa ko.

Oo nga pala, huling araw na ng pagsusulit namin bukas at hindi parin ako nag-aaral at 5:54 na ng hapon. Goodluck sa akin. :) Sa Lunes, completion na namin at signing of clearance sana naman ay maging madali ang lahat. Ayokong pabalik balik sa school noh. Shocks bukas na pala ang dead line ng thesis critique namin. Argh! Badtrip. Wala pa ko. :( Tapos pati thesis proposal bukas din. Ah ewan! Bahala na si SUPERMAN! =)

Pumunta kayo dito kapag wala kayong magawa. LITRATO

2006-03-16T01:13:00.000-08:00

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2006-03-12T22:44:00.000-08:00

Kasalukuyang ako`y nasa eskwelahan. Computer subject kasi namin. Eh, wala ng lesson kasi periodical exams na namin bukas. Hay! Buhay. Katabi ko nga pala si Deo at si Arturo. Tapos sa likod ko si Jasper. Wala lang. Share ko lang. Ang boring naman! Ahahaha. Chemistry na next subject namin, ano kayang gagawin namin? Hay Biset, ba`t ba kasi kailangan pang mag aral noh.

SIGAW : Flip , Gee, Ruth and Charm.

--> Miss ko na kayo!!! Flip, oo na kornii ako. Gee, kamusta ka na? Ok na ba kayo? Ruth, ikaw sis? Ok na ba problem mo? Charm, hello po. Hihi Lamo na un. Harhar Love you guysz!

out out.. =)

2006-03-12T05:47:00.000-08:00

Ano ba yan Periodical Test na namin sa Tuesday hanggang Friday. At hindi parin ako nag-aaral hanggang ngayon. Tinatamad ako. Pero gusto kong pumasa. Sana kasi eh naka- store na lang lahat ng knowledge sa utak natin, para instant di ba? Haha.

Nagpunta kami sa Imus, birthday celebration kasi ng pinsan ko. Napuna ko, bumalik na yung boses ko pag-katapos nakawin ng palaro ang mala- anghel kong boses. AHAHA! At umaasenso ang karir ko sa pagkanta. Naabot ko na at nakakanta ng maayos yung matataas na kanta. Ang saya naman. =)

To FLIP : Flip, mas FLIP ka! HAHA. " Mas Pangit ka, Mas Baluga ka rin. " AMP. HAHA. Joke yun. Gagu! HaHa. Miss na kita! Drama ba? Yukk. Ahaha!

2006-03-11T10:14:00.000-08:00

ok this gonna be a short entry.

Tomorrow nalang mahaba. LOL basta, masasabi ko masaya ko ngayon. { o6.11.2k6 }

Love kita! Oo ikaw nga! =) Ikaw sinabi.. Wag ka ng maghanap ng iba o magtanong! Timang, ikaw nga kasi. Hahaha! =) MWAH!

CIAO!

2006-03-10T06:59:00.000-08:00

Got a new layout! Wee! =) So, what do you think about it? Hope you like it maaan, even though Paris Hilton is stupeed! LOL

Anyway highway.. I didn`t go to school because I don`t want to. Ahaha! And aside from that, I only slept for 2 hours! I couldn`t get up and I was so dizzy this morning. So yeah, I just continued my sleeping moment.

Then I finished my freaking projects in Filipino and my portfolio in Math. It was so daym tiring! Projects are just -- i don`t know! Haha. So yeah, I needed to submit it to school today but as what I`ve said I didn`t go to school that`s why I asked " ate " to bring it at school. LOL Luckily she came home safely. :)

Uhm, there`s nothing more to say cause nothing really happened this day aside from burning my ass off here infront of the computer. Haha! Before I forget, I`ve just uploaded a lot of pictures at my multiplyee. Wanna see it? Please do so and leave some comments. :) Thanks!

Click click THIS!

I`m so excited baby. I`ve been waiting for this for so long. See yah! Ahaha! =)

i love you ALL.

2006-03-06T02:36:00.000-08:00

I`m fuckin` depressed and i don`t know why. Sorry for the word.

My last entry lang was masaya then now, ganito ako? Shit talaga. I`m so confused. I don`t even know why I`m feeling like this. This is really weird. Overjoyed kasi ako masyado and sobrang umasa na alam kong sa panaginip lang mangyayari. Teka, hindi naman ako umasa, pero akala ko noon ok na ang lahat. Na tuloy tuloy na lang ang kasiyahan ko, but hindi eh. Hanggang dun lang pala yun. Kumbaga, eh last chance ko na yon. Wala pa akong nagawa. ='( I hate it talaga. I hate this feeling na nararamdaman ko nanaman ngayon. Ayoko na. I once was hurt before, and I don`t want it to happen anymore. But how? Argh.

This feeling is killing me softly.
And I just wanna sleep FOREVER.
Maybe, this will surely help me.
To rest with this tiring routines of mine.

It`s true pala ano? Kapag sobrang saya mo, the next day is gonna be the opposite. And that sucks. Pano nga naman magkakaroon ng thrill ang buhay kung puro kasiyahan noh? Pero ang shitty. As in. Hay! I wanna run. I wanna run away from all the things that I`m facing right now. I`m such a ~~flirty biatch~~ that screams and jump with a big smile when I get to see that human being who has never been that good to me. Not really. Its just that, I don`t feel loved with that H.B.. Its just that, whenever I encounter this feeling, i ALWAYS get hurt. And I`m so stupid to know that and do it all over again. Ayoko kasi ng nare- reject kaya FCUK! That`s why I really can`t move on without.... without that HB!

No, it`s not what you think. LOVE? No, I will never ever go to that stage again. It`s just that this infatuation is really driving me crazy. That sometimes, it causes me depression. And one more thing, time is running too fast and in just a couple of days, I wouldn`t see you more often. And that fact is fcuk. Aha. I`m so sorry for the nonsense entry. Gusto ko lang malabas ang mga nararamdaman ko. '=(

2006-03-04T01:01:00.000-08:00

Grabe ang saya ng prom! One of the most memorable events in my life! =) Eto kwento ko, from the start...

I went to David's Salon first at SM Makati for my hair and make-up. Then, went muna sa car park to get my gown then punta na sa Intercon. Grabe, muntikan na akong mahuli sa entrance namin! Pangatlo pa man din ako sa mga tatawagin. Buti umabot ako, as in pag dating ko dun kami na kaya sobrang ewan ako nung time na yun. Haha Then yun, we sang our song for the juniors and sila naman tapos intermission numbers. Blah blah. I don`t want to be so much detailed.

Eating time na. Di ko trip mga appetizers pati mga ulam. I didn`t eat rice. Pati dessert. Puro tikim lang, as in siguro mga isang subo lang. Sayang nga yung mga cakes eh, looks delicious kaso tinamad na kong tumayo sa table saka ilang minutes din DISCO TIME na! Yay! Pero, before that may kilig part pang nagyari! Yigee! Sobra, kakilig! Haha.

Grabe, walang naging kj samin! Lahat punta agad sa dance floor. Pero we gave the flowers first to ma`am chic. Then yun, DANCE DANCE NA! Naku, I was so hyper talaga. And sobrang enjoy! =) tapos nagkaroon ng showdown ang boys ng juniors and seniors. Tapos yun, tinutulak nila ko sa center, girls naman daw. Tapos may tinutulak din sila, eh shy ako. Wahaha! Baka, anong sabihin sakin eh. Pero, kung sumayaw yung girl na yun, syempre lalabanan ko. Pero, hindi siya sumayaw. Sayang yun! Haha. Ang saya talaga promise! Lahat ng unexpected ay nangyari. Yung mga shy type na tao, nako hyper din. Talaga todo hataw ang mga tao! Muntikan na ngang magka- stampede! LOL Ang saya ng mga naka sayaw ko. Woot! The best part was... Haha! Yun! =) Tapos, ang taas taas na ng energy level ng tao, bigla ba naman pinatugtog yung HIGH. Nagsi-alisan lahat! Haha. Pero, bumalik kami. Si Jeno first dance ko. And ang last si Vincent. Nakasayaw ko rin sa slow si Igi, Adrian and Migs. And syempre my girls! Sayang yung isang girl di ko naka sayaw. Ahaha! Saglit lang yung slow tapos back to disco nanaman! Hay grabe, kabitin! Pero masaya! Iba kasi sa mga bar, hindi mo kilala mga tao unlike sa prom kilala mo lahat kaya enjoy talaga! Hay unfortunately, hindi na mauulit yun. Pero, at least we did our best para ma-enjoy namin yung gabing yun. Hay! I`m so FREAKING happy talaga last night. Ngayon super bored kasi.

Then, picture picture na! We had our family picture ng heroes. Ang sweet! I love them all! <3 I so love my friends. Then, picture picture sa mga nakikita ko. =) My last picture was with cassie and it was taken by my mom. :) Then, bye bye na! Haayy, grabe a night to remember sabi naman sa inyo eh. :)

I would like to thank everyone nga pala, na nakasalamuha ko sa prom, they really made me happy especially YOU. I love you all. I really enjoyed it and it was so damn great! =)

the pictures? Click here!

2006-03-02T06:16:00.000-08:00

March 02, 2006.

Honestly, I don`t like this day. Maybe, that`s the bad thing that this chain message keep on telling us, the after 13th day thingy.

Nung una kasi, sa Filipino class namin, ako yung magre- report sa kabanata 58 ng Noli Me Tangere. Badtrip! Kasi, daily may panimulang gawain kami mga 5 minutes yun. So ayon, bawas oras sa report ko, eh late pa pala kami dumating ng 10 minutes so 15 na ang nabawas sakin. Tapos nagquiz pa kami, nag check 15 minutes. Tapos mga interval hay! Hanggang sa 20 minutes nalang ang natira sakin! Biruin niyo yun. Ang badtrip lalo dun eh hindi ko natapos kasi pinahinto na ko. ARGH! =/

So after naman, ewan ko nakalimutan ko na yung iba pero yung isa eh nagkaroon lang ng konting argument sa isa kong classmate pero ok na naman. Pero, di parin ako masaya. This day is so freakin` weird! ='s

I went to SM Makati pala awhile ago. May binili lang. I planned kasi for a mini celebration for my adviser, we have to buy 30 roses and 1 artificial rose. Yung artificial yung binili ko kanina, bukas na yung fresh roses. Tapos yun, after the program namin gagawin yun, aayain namin siya sa dance floor then kunwari sasayaw sayaw then ibibigay na isa isa yung rose and syempre huli yung artificial which symbolizes FOREVER. Kasi, kapag nalanta na yung lahat ng roses na ibibigay namin sa kanya ay dun lang titigil yung love namin sa kanya, but NO. Kasi, the artificial one cannot die. NEVER. See? Isn`t that great and so romantic? Well, if you can just get my point. :)

Hay prom na bukas. I just wish for a peaceful celebration. Hehe! Sana lahat maging happy and wala sanang mapahiya, malungkot, ma-out of place at kung ano pa man. Para maging maganda yung outcome ng prom noh. Lord, please guide us all tomorrow. Hay.. Wish me luck guys! Ewan, kinakabahan ako. Hehe.

Nga pala, nalost ang aking comment box, i don`t know why. Asar nga eh! Basta, pag may nakita nalang kayo. Comment ok? MUAH. :) mag uupdate ako sa Saturday na after ng gala! :) Woohoo!

2006-03-01T04:38:00.000-08:00

Short entry muna, gusto ko lang paramdam na buhay ako. Haha! And if ever may maka-miss, ayun andito lang ako. Asus! Basta, conclusion ko ngayong araw eh, AYOS LANG. hehe gagawa pa ko ng report ko sa Noli Me Tangere, kung ano ano pa inaatupag ko! 9:47 pm na! Ay sos. Sige maya nalang! :)

2006-02-28T07:11:00.000-08:00

ICE CREAM DAY. =)

i`ll try to make this entry short. Haha! Saka, I don`t have much to share naman eh. Ah basta! Whatever comes to my mind, yun na yun. Be patient! i LURVE yah. :)

So, back to school again! Grabeh, my mind was not that ready for lessons yet. So yeah, tamad na tamad ako kanina. Saka, I hate tuesday pa man din, I find it the most boring day sa class eh.

Yung filipino lang medyo masaya. We had this game kasi na paunahan sumagot so syempre mabubuhayan ka ng dugo dun tapos ang taas pa ng points sa DRR ( Daily blah blah.. Haha! nakalimutan ko kung ano yan! Basta, everyday recitation namin yan! ) Ayun, 20 is the highest points, next 15 pts. , 10 pts. and 7 naman is the lowest. Pareho kami nung other group ng score for the LAST ano, talo ibig sabihin haha. So, we both got 10 pts., not bad eh?

After nun, boring na lahat. Nga pala, I bought Mama Chic ( My adviser ) an icecream! How sweet of me! Haha. Ui, deins sipsip yun noh, maluwag sa kalooban yun. =p Basta, very memorable sakin yun. LOL

I went home early, may pinuntahan pa kasi ako. Yigee! Kiligs. Basta, I had so much fun spending my night, dinner actually, with you. MUAH.

Oh yan, finish na ko. May share pala ako, i`m currently chatting with MEGAN YOUNG. Starstruck if you could still remember. LOL ang cool. wala lang haha! pag pasensyahan na po. :) Night guys!

2006-02-27T00:02:00.000-08:00

i`m so sad. HAY! weird weird ko talaga. pansin nyo rin ba?

It just came out of my mind, hindi parin pala ayos ang lahat. Akala ko, okay na back to normal. Pero I don`t know. Hindi lang talaga siguro madaling ibalik lahat ng napagsamahan niyo kahit gaano pa kayo katagal. Pero i`m really wishing that things will turn out fine din. I`m trying to be an optimistic.

Bakit ba ang gulo gulo ng mundo ngayon? Kahit saan ka pumunta, walang kapayapaan. Lalo na dito sa Philippines. Oh Gloria! Sana naman huwag magka- martial law noh. That ain`t good at all. Pero ang gara talaga, I`ve just seen some blogs ang daming may love problem. Pero others are happy naman. Pero mostly talaga, mga nilampasan ni kupido. Ayoko mag-demand kung bakit may love. Kasi imagine, paano kung bawiin ni God yung "LOVE" edi ano na nangyari sa atin? Panigurado, there`s no peace at all. Buti nga ngayon, kahit katiting eh nararanasan pa rin naman natin ang kapayapaan kahit once in a blue moon lang. Pero, at least di ba? Kesa naman yung wala. =S

Basta ang masasabi ko sa mga loveless, brokenhearted or yung mga hoping diyan ay JUST WAIT. Don`t rush in finding your perfect match. Just take it slow. It`ll come to you when you least expect it. You know, God has plan for us. Whether you talk about love, family or friends. Everything is happening for a reason. And that reason? It could be a big question mark to you but you`ll get to know it in TIME. So, just wait. ;)

2006-02-26T02:36:00.000-08:00

i miss you.

grabe. i did nothing today except staying up here infront of the computer all day long. well, of course i ate my lunch then went straight here. Gawsh, i`m starving and everything na. haha i wanna eat! i wanna eat! i want a tuna sandwich.. yummy! well, i`ll do that later. anyway, i`m missing my dear suitor so much. uhm, where the hell did you go ba? haha. just kiddin`. go home straight! alright? haha.

ui guys, i`m super naa-addict na talaga sa net. Kayo kasi, sobra manghawa. Haha! Grabe, sometimes, like last night, my back was freakin` hurtful. Parang binuburn yung feeling. I don`t know. Basta, dahil yun sa pagco-computer ng sobrang tagal.

Haayy, ~~classes~~ again. And I hate it! =/ Honestly, I can`t or much better if I say it this way. I won't concentrate on my studies this week. Kasi naman no, pinostponed - postponed pa nila yung prom namin. Arghness. Tapos, practice nanaman. Again and again. Nakakapagod din yun noh? ~~The hell, don`t you know that?~~ ( talking to my school haha ) Basta, basta. Gusto kong mag- boycott bukas kaso wala akong kasama. Haha

Later nalang. Try ko bumalik maya, or not anymore. Kasi, my mom`s gonna do something in her room and she doesn't want me to be here when she arrived. ~~Vutch!~~ ( Uy, what does that mean? Haha. ) Laturrr. ;)

| i`m back |

I end up eating tuna + rice and and tuna + sandwich!! oh mi gosh.. that`s why i`m gaining so much weight! because daym! I have no control. Booboo. =/ Ayon, I just finished checking my dailies` blogs. And and, I browse some layouts at blogskins. Honestly, I`m not yet satisfied with what I have now, I unno I don`t see any skin that I could call the best.

Uhm, is there anyone who could make me a layout (with codes) ? Poor me. I don`t know how to make one. That`s why I`m jealous to those who have their own personalized layee. =( If there`s anyone who`s kind, just tell me and i`m gonna give you a BIG BIG HUG! lol is that enough sweetheart? I love you naman ehh.. *kiss* ayan.. Okaay na?

Ayun, no classes ata tomorrow. Woohh! Narinig ata ako ni GMA. Haha Sobrang gulo na kasi dito sa PiLiPiNS. Sana naman noh, free sa March 03. Walang gulo! Kasi prom namin yun eh. Haha =) Good night guys. And may you have the sweetest dream tonight. Xoxo

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2006-02-25T08:07:00.000-08:00

My gosh. My gosh. My gosh, my gosh, my gosh! [ singin' to the tune of My humps lol ]

I'm happy na agad. Well, finally. I just hope that this would be something good for us. Let's start all over again. :)

Grabe, I thought this day is gonna be the worst day of all. The world will turn its back on me. And I'll be stuck up into nothing. But NO! Hell no! Instead, I'm freakin' HAPPY! AS IN baby! You just made my day. :) Well, I hope we could fix things out.And I hope we could turn back all our mushy-ness and the feelings as well. I'm so excited seeing and being with you, as in the real YOU, AGAIN. :)

I just wanna thank you guys for comforting me when I'm still on my darkest days. I really appreciate all the things that you've been said and done. Woohoo drama ever! I don't want to mention the name of those people, you know who you are. I hope that you won't get tired wiping my tears away, listening to my nonsense stories and hatred and and comforting me with much much love. I love you. And I mean it. I will be always here for you guys, whether you need me or NOT. ;)

wooosshh! Before I forget, I got a new suitor! Whew! Well, let's see if you'll pass my standards. Haha Goodluck to you my dearest lovable suitor! =) I lurve euu. *wink*

2006-02-24T03:52:00.000-08:00

I'm Depressed. =((

I don't know what happened to us. Is it me or is it you? Is this the effect of all the things that I've done to you? For hurting you? For making you cry? Is this the thing you call KARMA?

I don't know what to do now. I don't know what to think now. Things are so confusing. It just makes me a lot weaker. How will I go on? When you, my strength, my everything, are slowly fading away.

We've been through many trials and we didn't let it all break us down. I know that there's a lot more ahead of us and I won't let it take us away from each other. I'm ready to fall and stand up again just for you. I'm ready to fight all the battles just to prove that I'm nothing without you and I love you. I'm willing to take all the risk. All the sacrifices. But how? How will I go on? When you, my strength, my everything, are slowly fading away.

You told me that you're gonna love me for the rest of your life. You're life is ME. As what you have told me. You saved me from insanity and promised me that you will take care of me. You said that you just want me to be happy that's why you are doing this and that to me. You said that you just want the best for me. And you also said that If I'm hurt, you feel it twice. Now I'm hurt. From what is happening to us. From what is happening to you. Are you feeling hurt too? Or twice on what I feel? How will I go on? When you, my strength, my everything, are slowly fading away.

I'm getting weaker even more. I wan't to ignore things but I don't know how. I want to fix everything but I don't how. I want to stay up with you and live life to its fullest but I don't know how. Can you please tell me? How will I go on? When you, my strength, my everything, are simply fading away?

2006-02-24T01:32:00.000-08:00

Badtrip. Arghness. Postponed ang prom namin because of that edsa revolution thingy. Inis talaga. Pero, ok lang naman na hindi ngayon yung prom kaso may 4-day class pa kami before yung prom na talaga which is next friday, March 03. Haha tamad mag-aral eh? Eh kasi naman diba, syempre yung focus ng mind mo nasa prom kaya hindi ka makakapag-concentrate niyan sa studies. Badtrip yung school namin. =/

I still don't have a thesis critique. Gosh, where can i get a thesis? I don't know. Bootah. If I don't have anything to pass I'll surely fail that subject. =(( Is there anyone who could help me out?

Haay, what a boring day.

2006-02-23T02:21:00.000-08:00

Oh mi gosh! Prom na tomorrow night! Waahh.. kinakabahan ako na nae-excite! Sana, payagan ako ng mom and dad ko magbar after ng prom.. Grabe grabe.. Kapagod kanina, 1 whole day kaming nag-practice para bukas. 6pm start ng prom.. Sa Hotel Intercon.. Gusto niyo pumunta? Sa lobby kayo. Hehe Hay! Hay.. Later nalang.. kinabahan ako bigla. :/

[ ...^-^ ]

ayan.. Hay! Prom na.. My guuussshh! ano kayang mangyayare bukas? Haha. Sana maging masaya at maayos ang lahat! Sana walang mapahiya o gulo man dun. Sana maging matiwasay at successful ang lahat. Hehe Wala nga pala akong ka-date. Poor me? Nuh uh. Hindi naman kailangan nun eh. As long as ma-enjoy mo yung event ok na! Bitter ba? Hindi swear. Basta, maging maayos lang ang lahat. Walang gulo. Hindi boring. Happy na ko! :)
Ito nga pala ang mga gagawin ko tomorrow:

1. gigising syempre
2. maliligo
3. kakain
4. magpapa- manicure at pedicure
5. Fix my things and punta ng makati
6. Pupuntang Intercon { magche-check in }
7. pupuntang Let's Face It. { treatment chuvaness }
8. David's Salon { hair and make-up }
9. Babalik sa hotel { para magbihis }
10. JS PROMENADE NA! :)

sige. kailangan ko nang umalis at may big night bukas! Beauty rest muna. ^^ Haha. Mahal ko kayo! Mahal nyo ba ko? Yaan mo na. Still ♥ you.

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2006-02-22T07:08:00.000-08:00

Nagbago na ko ng mood. Masaya pala mag-tagalog! Haha. Napaka- trying hard ko kasi. Haha Grabe, kapagod itong day na `to. Kahit nasa bahay lang ako. Nasa bahay nga ba talaga?

Hindi ako pumasok, tinatamad kasi ako. Dapat nga half day kaso inatake ng katams saka 2 subjects nalang naman ang ipapasok ko tapos practice pa ng cotillion, kaya wag nalang. Bukas naman ay buong araw kami magpa- practice para sa prom. At sa friday night, the BIG night!

Nagpunta akong landmark kanina mag-isa. Una sa SM Makati, eh walang size ko yung shoes na nagustuhan ko kaya lumipat ako. Nakabili narin ako sa wakas! Kung hindi, baka naka-paa pa ko sa prom. Yuckiness.. Umuwi na ko after.

Tapos punta ko ♥ ko. Ayon, kumain lang. Tas pumunta ulit ng glorietta para makipag-kita sa aking ina. Grabe, masyadong hassle. Yung lrt lagi pang nagsa-stop over. Tas sardinas talaga. Haba pa pila naman sa mrt! Grabe. Ayon, buti nalang safe and free ako nung nakita ko na nanay ko. wahaha!

Pumunta kaming David's Salon para mag-inquire -- magpapa-hair and make-up kasi ako para nga sa prom. So yun, 800-1000 php ( excluded 12% vat so add mo yun sa 800/1000 ). Buti nalang pumayag nanay ko! Saka mabuti narin dun, malapit lang sa Intercon hindi agad malulusaw ang make-up ko! wahaha.

Afterwards, nagpunta kaming Greenbelt para bumili ng battery sa digicam KO. (inangkin na eh!) Kasi si mama napaka-kuripot gusto niya yung nabili namin dati na tig-30php lang eh yun pala 1 oras lang ang itatagal! Kaya di nalang kami bumili.. Walang katapusang lakaran! Kaya sakit sa paa. After nun, nagtingin-tingin lang siya ng cellphone. Nainggit sakin, gusto bumili ng bago. :)

Second to the last venue ay sa Bo's coffee club, bonding lang kami na di naman naguusap haha first time kasi namin 2 na mag-kasama sa coffee shop. ( slow mode ako, naiingayan nanay ko tukutuk ng keyboard ) Ayun, eat lang blueberry cheesecake with Freeze Cookies & Cream. Si mama naman, cafe latte with ham & cheese croissant. Un lang. :)

Last venue! Balik SM Makati kami. Bumili lang ako ng mini crown and earrings. =p tapos may promo na pink bear. cute nya! Sige na, beauty rest pa for ilang hours. Haha. Sorry kung laging mahaba entry ko ^-^

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Walang pasok ngayong araw na ito. Teacher's Day kasi diba yesterday, kaya iti- treat yung mga teachers ng may ari ng school which is Mr. and Mrs. Sese. Pero, I still have to go to school. Kasi magfi- fit ako ng gown ko sa cotillion saka, may meeting kami ng groupmates ko sa filipino. Remember yung streetchildren? So yeah, this gonna be the last day na makikita ko sila ( wag naman sana ) at makakasama, kaya sad. Pero, sana sumaya sila. Excited na nga ako eh. After that, punta ko sa mall, di ko alam san trip ko basta kailangan ko mag-mall. Wala pa kasi akong shoes para sa prom. Bootahh! Anyway, moomooi needs to go na. I still have to take a bath and do the routine. Haha. Later! :)

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Hay grabe medyo napagod din ako ngayong araw na `to pero ayos lang.

Ayon, kanina yung last fitting ng gown namin sa cotillion, nice naman siya kaso nagmumuka lalo akong mataba. bad bad!

tas i went na sa ministop, dun kasi meeting place ng groupmates ko sa filipino. Grabe, mga pasaway talaga may 3 kolokoy at isang pink-witch ( haha ) nanaman ang hindi pumunta. Ang sarap ng NY fries and dips ( NY dips and fries? ) ! Naghanap kami sa RFC ng damit for the kids, kaso walang mura kaya nagpunta nalang kami dun sa U.K ( ukay - ukay ) kaso pang matatanda lang pala mga damit dun. Buti nalang may mini store na katabi nun na pang kids yung tinda, so yeah bumili na kami. Nakabili kami ng 3 sandos + 3 shorts + 3 underwears = P240 lahat! Mura na right? Hehe. Bumili pa kami ng slippers kaso di kasya yung sa isa. Hehe Nga pala, yung 3 guys na yun ay sina Sherwin, Marlon and Bebe ( yun ang tawag sa kanya eh ) . We bought din puto for them tas we went na sa KFC kung saan kami magkikita nung kids. Grabe, sobrang overwhelming nung feeling nung nakita na nila kami. Kinakabahan pa ko nun, kasi baka di sila pumunta tas nakita na siya nung friend ko si Pokeyy. Then nung nakita nila kami, they were like " Andyan na si mommy! Haha." sabay hug sakin ni bebe. :) Eh ako, wala naman akong arte sa katawan I mean knowing na madumi sila, yes of course nagulat ako nung yinakap ako pero ang sarap ng feeling no kaya walang violent reaction ;) So kina Karla na next venue namin. Nainis ako slight dun sa mom ni karla kasi yung mga tanong nya dun sa mga bata parang ewan. Tapos parang nagda-doubt pa siya kay Marlon. She told me that maybe this guy ( pertaining to Marlon ) isn't that pulubi. Baka daw nung nalaman ng mga kasamahan niya eh pinilit lang siya na ituloy nalang para maka-benefit sa amin. Grabe. So yun, basta parang minsan wala ng control yung mga sinasabi niya. Very sensitive kasi ako sa mga bagay na yan. Minsan nga eh, tinawag niya pang " o ikaw pulubi ".. Di ba parang di naman tama yun? Naaawa na nga ako kay Marlon, kasi feel ko natatakot na siya or parang nagda-doubt narin siya samin. Sigh. Enough with that.

Ang saya kasi pinaliguan namin sila! Lalo na ko. Super asikaso talaga. Wala rin kasi akong kapatid kaya excited ako sa mga ganyang bagay. Hehe. Fresh narin sila sa wakas! hehe. Tapos yun, we played a little bit then pumunta na kaming chapel. I prayed lang for them ( security, health, etc. ) and for the things that we've been through when we're with the them. Super thankful talaga ako kay God kasi binigyan niya kami ng chance na ma- experience ito lalo na para dun sa mga kids. Nga pala, last na pagkikita nanamin nung mga kids. Nakakalungkot, kasi even them nagmamakaawa sila na magkita daw ulit kami this Saturday kaso may kanya kanya na kaming lakad saka day after the prom kasi yun kaya paniguradong bagsak kami. If ever nga lang na makita ko sila ulit, at saktong may money ako I won't hesitate to treat them and stroll with them. I would really love to that. Haayy.. I'm loving them na. Kaka sad lang, kasi walang assurance kung magkikita pa kami ulit, but I prayed for that matter too. Huwaa.. Super drama ko na ba? Sorry naman, na-carried away lang. Hehe! After pala sa chapel, pinakain ko sila.. Kasi di pa sila nagla-lunch nun. tas we bought breads din for them, if ever magutom sila di ba.

Hay grabe, we should really be thankful to God for having this kind of life because not all of us people, is in good condition and experiencing what we are experiencing right now. Others really suffer just to eat 3 times a day and they even don't have a permanent house. Grabe, nalulungkot ako and naaawa sa kanila. They should be studying but they're not. If only I was a millionaire, without hesitations, I will gather all the streetchildren and give them their basic needs and especially a good education. huwwaahh.. Super drama na talaga!

Bago kami nahiwalay sa kanila, group hug muna. Sweet! tas ayon, pinasakay na namin sila. Sad sad. I'm supposed to go to the mall kaso nga lang ginabi na ko masyado kaya probably tomorrow nalang. If ever, edit ko nalang `to later. Gawa lang akong new account sa multiply. I'm gonna post there the pictures na we're with the kids. Lovely! :)

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Uhm, what happened ba this day to me? Oh yeah, I was late at school because of this freakin' 30-minute traffic along the coastal road. But it was ok, haha. Got no worries because it's not my adviser naman who taught us this day. We celebrated kasi our Teacher's Day and usually the 4th yr students substitute as our teacher. So ayon, student-teacher tawag sa kanila.

I love mangoes talaga! Haha. Especially when its color is super green. I don't like kasi yung ripe mango. Yun, I ate 2 mangoes this day. Math time pareho, kasi we need to go out of the classroom nun because they had to checked the quiz eh me and my varsity mates weren't able to take it up kasi nga may game kami for 2 consecutive days. We don't know the lesson so yeah eat na lang kami then play ng picha pie. Haha! It was fun and cool. At the last part kasi ng game you have to pause until someone moved so yun. Lars ( my classmate ) was like najejerbux nung nag statue mode na. Haha! His face was so ugly to look at. I'm mean I know. Haha.

Nga pala, I'm happy din naman kahit paano because I saw my special someonesz?! Haha. My best friends ano ba kayo. ;) Defensive eh? Oooppss, baka may mag- react behave lang ako.
( Don't think too much, ikaw lang c: )

On the afternoon, it was a full - packaged - boring - program! Haha. I didn't enjoy it that much and it was so hot on our place pa. Kaya ~~shit~~ talaga. But but, the only part that I enjoyed was when Ma'am Chic danced with her group. Wooh! I love you Ma'am Chic ( My adviser and my 2nd mom at the same time ) ! You're the best :)

I didn't attend the cotillion practice kanina, I was so pissed off kasi sa groupmates ko sa Filipino. They didn't pay their bills so yun, wala akong nabili for the kids. *sigh*

The conclusion? I'm happy kahit boring itong day na to. Because someone really made my day. :) ♥ YOU!

2006-02-19T05:36:00.000-08:00

Long entry to for sure. I have many things to tell.

February 14, 2006 , Tuesday

First day of LAPRISA ( it's a league. I don't know if I spelled it correctly ) . Its DLA vs. PERPS and DLA vs. ABCA. And guess what? We didn't win. Haha! Poor DLA. Well, maybe that ain't our day. And maybe we supposed to be celebrating Valentine's day rather than playing that shitty game. :) But the real reason behind that is that we didn't have any training at all. Yeah, the one-day training? Can you call that a training? Haha. As if that's a training. Anyway, after the two games, we went back to the school to practice our cotillion dance. Boo tired. :/

February 15, 2006 , Wednesday

The second and the last day of the said event. Our first game was LPC followed by SNEA. We both won the games. Of course I gotta be happy but I wasn't. I don't know, it just came out of my mind that I should stop everything about us. So, that's it. I ended it. I'm not numb, so I was hurt. And really confused at all. If I did the right thing or what? Sigh. I was like super down and felt so alone. Maybe I was wrong. Maybe it wasn't our time yet to separate ways. But I guess there's no more chance for us. Time has passed. We had to compete again with PERPS, twice to beat and a battle for the second place. By the way, the ABCA got the 1st place. So yeah, we got the first game. But we lost the second one. And it's unfair at all! The referee was from the PERPS and what do you expect? ( I'm sorry to all my friends who's studying at perps right now ) They have taken the 4 points away from us. If they didn't do that and if they were fair through-out the game we should be celebrating this time and got the place, but no. NOT AT ALL. :( I was so depressed that day.

February 16, 2006 , Thursday

I was absent. I don't feel like going to school that time. I was sick - - at heart. I just stayed at home. But miracles really happen for a reason. :) The air change its direction. All the love in the world came back to me again. At first, I thought that whatever forcing style I make is not effective but with just one act, things changed. And I know it happened for a reason. I may not know it now but soon all the things that is happening to me right now or even before or in the future will be stated or seen by me, clearer as the clouds as it will be. I thank God for everything. :)

February 17, 2006 , Friday

It's our fieldtrip. It's too boring to hear that we only went to the zoo ( Avilon ) and we just watched a play. But it was fun though. So yeah, I saw your relatives there even me, I saw mine too. Haha! I'm just kidding. I took a lot of pictures of the animals. I'll just post it maybe tomorrow. And the most lovable picture was when I'm with the birds. They're so lovely! :) So yeah, we stayed there like 3 hours. And ate our lunch then went to UP Diliman to watch the play entitled " Gabriela An Oratorio ". I was fun and cool! But there's this girl she was so irritating! She was so " pa - cute ". She's smiling and she's like seducing all the people there [ but she's not seductive ]. It wasn't part of the play when she do that. That's why I'm really really irritated to her. Arghness! :/ But but, the play was worth it even without that shitty girlash. :)

February 18, 2006 , Saturday

This day was so special to me. Really! Aside from going to Hotel Intercon, I spent my time with my girls ( Pokey, Nene & Sarah ) and the streetchildren. It's a project actually and it's the only given task that I've got so intersted to. We were at KFC ( Times ) talking about stuffs like where to get streetchildren and suddenly these little guys came to us begging for some money. I was like, you're an angel sent from heaven! We need not to walk too far because they were already there. So yeah, we interviewed them and treat them at Mcdo. It was really fun! Swear. I easily get attached to them. They were so naughty yet so easy to deal with. :) And I'm excited to our next meeting. I gotta see them again this coming tuesday. Woohoo! I'm excited to share it with you. Haha.

February 19, 2006 , Sunday

A happy and not a happy day. I was happy at first but then my mom ruined it. Lol. She was like a gun saying all those shitty lines of her all over again. I was so pissed off! I was not able to buy my sandals for the prom because of her. Arghness! We just wasted our time. We went to Festival Mall then went to SM Makati. For what? Nothing! We just looked around. :/ She made my day oh so bad. Boo. Bye.

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2006-02-16T06:38:00.000-08:00

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